SORRY

So Yesterday I was having a BAD moment (or Day) whichever. I am SORRY. I shouldn't have said what I did and Posted It!! It's just that It's summer and Justin Loved Summer- Time. Some days I just want to run to car, jump in and go!! Go to the pool, lake anything and I just think, if everything was Normal WE could. So some days I let things get the Best of Me and I kinda Freak out! Needless to say I LOVE JUSTIN so much that sometimes it Hurts! I don't know how else to describe it. I Hurt for him or at least that's how I put it. I just know that I had never prayed as much as I did when his accident happened and I told the Lord just to keep him with us and we would do the rest. I am Very willing to do whatever it takes, I just often wonder what Justin thinks or wants?